The moment you said those words I realized what I've always been to you
A Pocket Watch
In the past I was attached to a chain, a chain that led from my entire being to what I always believed was your heart
Always there for you, always at hand's reach
I opened up to you at the slightest touch, and without even saying a word I'd find myself giving you, with my two hands, everything that you wanted
My time became yours, when you needed it I'd give it to you without hesitation
Until one day, I felt my chain to you break. I kept quiet, for you always kept me with you
I continued to work non-stop, just like I always did
Until the moment you
I find myself sleeping on a bench at the most beautiful park I've ever been in. It's just like any other park, swing sets here and there, jungle gyms all around, teeter-totters, swings, but something about it just soothes me. It's night-time, so that means no children running around or yelling, truly one of the most peaceful nights I've ever had.
Thud
"Ow!"
"I'm so sorry!"
I straighten up, clutching my head. As I open my eyes, my vision blurs on the silhouette of a girl bending down towards me.
"Are you alright?" said the girl.
"Y-Yeah"
"I'm so sorry, I tripped!"
"No really, it's ok"
I rub my eyes and my
It all starts with a blank piece of paper
Yet, I am at a loss for words
The clock ticks away
My pen begins to dry
I can't bring myself to write
I wish I could tell you how much you mean to me
How no matter what's going on, you're always on my mind
How your smile brightens my day
And how your eyes make me lose my mind
How I wish to hold you in my arms and never let go
How I wish to kiss you goodnight
And wake up by your side
Whether it is nervousness or fear
I still can't bring myself to write this
I don't want you to have to read it
I want to prove it to you
So for now
I'll write you three words
Then six
Then nine
Then bac
I walked aimlessly through the piercing crowd
Knowing not where to go or what to do
I only knew of this longing feeling to move forward
As I did, two magnificent doors towered above me
No matter how much I pushed, kicked or battered, they wouldn't budge
It seems I have reached a standstill
Should I go around it? Should I ask other people how to do so?
No...
This is something I want to do, something I MUST do
I want to do it by myself, no matter the difficulty
So I stay, day in and day out, trying to find a way to enter through these doors
Sometimes, I venture off in search for help
A hint, something that might help me get inside
The winds begin to unsettle
The tide rises
The sun begins to set
And as the ocean steers me away from land
I ask myself
"Why is this happening? What is the meaning of this sudden change of course?"
No answer.
I hear only the wind blowing softly against my clothes
The waves bumping against my ship in a rhythmic beat
The moon's bright light shining upon it all
The ship continues on an endless journey
No land or life in sight
Only the sun's heat signal's my existence
And as the ship wavers beneath my feet
I ask myself
"Where are you taking me? What is the point of this?"
No answer.
I hear only the wind as it blows away into the
I don't know what to do
Confusion has begun to settle in
Desperation is taking it's toll
My patience slowly fading away
I need to be strong
For me. For Us.
I need to endure this
For me. For us.
I need not falter
For me. For us.
I need to take one more step, and do the impossible
Just for you ♥